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I AM SO FUCKING SCARED CANNNN?


today is ORD night and i still havent remembered all the steps for the dance. BANG. somebody shoot me. and the other problem is that, im standing at the front! oh my goddd. i think i should switch places with.. who eh? dammit.


there's gonna be speech somemore. my god. i hate all these stuffs you know. you need to stand in front of the audience and say whatever you need to say. when it came to all these stuffs, i tends to stammer, ALOT.


i hope i wont be the one to spoil the dance. like seriously eh. i just hope the dance would be over as fast as possible so i wouldnt have to worry much. i hope there's not gonna be any tears! as you can see, every ORD night, confirm everyone cry one. :(


im still trying to get rid of the problems im facing. so, if i cry, its gonna be a horrible one. haha. funny lah eh. okay, fine. no reason to laugh. i just dont want to feel sad anymore lah.


i didnt went to school yesterday so i couldnt get my results. but being the best girlfriend ever, farhana helped to see my results and called me. i passed all except for amath. yeps. i expected. and surprisingly, i passed my chemistry! hurhur. i wonder how i did for my art. its so.. hjvutvhg.

farhana told me about the incident that happened during the inter-class games yesterday and it was so funny. so many FUNNY injuries. and my boyfriend got bullied by them. haha. i told her to just slap him on the face if he's very irritating but she said, ...BLA!


okays. today is gonna be the last time i cry for the year and no more tears after today. shoot me if i ever cry again. BANG!